The attic had been transformed into something magical. Soft pastel walls, floating shelves lined with Sophie’s favorite books, and a cozy window seat piled with pillows.
An easel stood in one corner, complete with art supplies, and twinkling fairy lights draped the ceiling. A child-sized tea table sat in another corner, complete with delicate china cups and a stuffed bear wearing a bow tie.
“I… I was hoping to finish before I showed you. I wanted it to be a surprise,” Amelia stammered. “For Sophie.”
The room was beautiful, but I couldn’t ignore the knot in my stomach. “It’s beautiful, Amelia, but… Sophie says you’ve been very strict with her. No ice cream, making her clean alone. Why?”
“Very strict?” Amelia’s shoulders slumped. “But I thought I was helping her become more independent. I know I’ll never replace Sarah, and I’m not trying to, I just… I wanted to do everything right. To be a good mother.” Her voice cracked. “But I’ve been doing everything wrong, haven’t I?”
“You don’t have to be perfect,” I said softly. “You just have to be there.”
“I keep thinking about my mother,” Amelia confessed, sinking onto the window seat. “Everything had to be just so. When I started working on this room, I found myself channeling her without even realizing it. Being strict, maintaining order…”
She gestured at the perfect rows of books and the carefully arranged art supplies. “I’ve been so focused on creating this perfect space that I forgot children need mess and ice cream and silly stories.”
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